i enjoy discoveries.
in particular...discoveries of the secrets of summer.
it's enjoyable to think that in may...i had no idea i'd be where i am.
that the last few weeks would hold unlocked days full of memories to be created...
... and shared. shared with people i deeply care about .

i've been surprised.
coming through these days has wiped away layers of jaded disbelief in the importance of sharing time with someone special.
i didn't think i could feel this way again.
i thought my heart was hardened.

hallelujah for hallowed hellos.
i'm glad i've been proven wrong.
it's made for quite the inspiration.

leaving will be hard.
i keep wanting to think that everything will pick up and transport.
feelings/hearts/friendships/contact.

...and yet i know myself.
that i'm terrible at staying in touch.

i'll pray for more surprises